Senin, 04 Juni 2012

love advice

     Treasure the love you receive above all. It will survive long       after your good health has vanished


                                          A true friend is just like a piece of puzzle
                          Without that particular piece, your life wouldn't be complete





                                There is pleasure in the pathless woods, there is rapture
                                in the lonely shore, there is society where none intrudes,
                                by the deep sea, and music in its roar; I love not man less,
                                                                 but nature more

                                             The most wonderful of all things in life,
                                              I believe, is the discovery of another
                                           human being with whom one's relationship
                                             has a glowing depth, beauty, and joy as
                                        the years increase. This inner progressiveness
                                            of love between two human beings is a
                                            most marvelous thing, it cannot be found
                                       by looking for it or by passionately wishing
                                              for it. It is a sort of Divine accident


                                True love does not come by finding the perfect person                                                                                  but by learning to see an imperfect person perfectly
  The heights charm us, but the steps do not; with the mountain in our view we love to walk the plains


                               He that shuts love out, in turn shall be Shut out from love 
                                  and on her threshold lie, Howling in outer darkness

Jumat, 18 Mei 2012

deepest miss .

these day i miss you so much :'(

do you know ? do you hear i'm calling your name ?

i'm screaming your name , missing you badly .

 

A bitter day, everything will erase this way. Someday it will all be forgotten. I will probably smile when the time comes, but for now I can’t do anything about it.i wish i really can do it . Even though the weather is nice, I don’t feel good at all. Feels like it’s making fun of me, I start to get angry. Drowning in a difficult situation, I start to thrash. But the world is the exact opposite, it spins perfectly fine as if nothing is wrong
And you are also living well, It’s not fair, this is really not fair. Even the stares from the people passing by shows sympathy for me. Nothing is working out for me and because I missed the stop I was supposed to be off. I am suddenly reminded by the thoughts of you. The beaten up bus stop I got off looked even lonelier today so the tears just started to fall down
And like that I kept on walking for a long time. I started to miss you, who I used to just hate. Because I was so pathetic in my past days when I didn’t even have the strength to hold on to you. No matter what I say, it will all sound like an excuse to you. Even when I tell you that all of these words are for you. You were really too much for me, I almost felt uncomfortable like wearing the clothes that didn’t match me. You were beautiful, but watching you wither away next to me, how do you think that would make me feel? I shouldn’t have started at all, I shouldn’t have looked into your eyes the first time I met you. I thought that I would feel weightless if I let you go, but that wasn’t it. My mind understood the farewell, but my heart wouldn’t give in. Every day I would repeat drawing you and erasing you. I would handle all the suffering, I just wish that you would be happy. So that I this decision I made would not be worthlessness or bring any regrets. I will always pray for you. You will be able to receive even a better love compared to the one you received from me, you are still beautiful. You said we were going to remain forever, in the end we are the same as the others. A bitter day, everything will erase this way Someday it will all be forgotten. That day will come.

some question i don't know the answer, but i really want to know , i try hard to find the answer but till now i still don't know :( can somebody tell me , why the person we love the most always leave us in the end ? even we never give up hold on to the one but the one never want to be with . so last , i'm waiting someone 5 years already. MY MIND GIVE UP BUT MY HEART STILL NOT GIVE UP !! i just face it bravely .

 USELESSSSSSSSSSSSS MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !! :'( :'( :'(

 

please stop right there before i show tears. Stop right there before separation comes. So you can't leave, so you can't abandon me and leave. From here on, time please stop. Saying farewell, how am I supposed to be well. How am I supposed to send you away while smiling. I can't do that kind of stuff, I'll pretend I didn't hear it. Don't say anything and stop right there. The footsteps that are trying to leave, paste them onto the ground. Also paste the lips that is trying to say separation. So you can't leave, so you can't abandon me and leave. From here on, time please stop. Saying farewell, how am I supposed to be well. How am I supposed to send you away while smiling. I can't do that kind of stuff, I'll pretend I didn't hear it. Don't say anything and stop right there. I said we should break up through anger. I even spitted on the face that was smiling. I only paid back what you have done to me. You can't come now and just throw me away. Just because they're words, does it all make sense. How are you saying bye to me. I don't understand those words, I'll pretend I didn't hear it. The feet walking away, stop right there




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this is me with my lovely friends <3
we take this picture @golden prawn when during farewell party :'( with all friends and teachers , what a tiring day , but it joyful and sad . but fortunately i still with them <3

 

Jumat, 04 Mei 2012

心头发




你在哪里?你在做什么我的心深感忧虑。为什么你这么忙躲着我整个晚上你在哪里?你去哪儿你为什么去那儿?我想尝试别的我要生气了,不说别的现在在你面前,但你一直躺在到此为止我只是检查一次因为我喜欢你这么多我很小心,没有人注意到你爱我我爱你我的无论你走到哪里像我这样做吗?随着时间的推移我的爱成长因为它增长了我的疑虑增加我只是想确认你的爱,每天晚上()︿)
歌曲流动由于某种原因,感觉就像已经停止知道这一点。我需要东西也许你已经厌倦了。令人窒息的prision打出来,让我自由飞翔不能等待。这是星期六动摇我,我落入你在做什么不是你想如何无用的忧虑即使给你打电话
刚刷将其赶走今晚没有后顾之忧。每个经过逐一
播放音乐音乐给你的身体你觉得你觉得呢?移动缓慢
因为不能等待。这是星期六晚上注意不要已经开始游戏太短享受你是我所看到的再回来我觉得我的心爆炸我想我会爱上你我想我会你的嘴唇巧克力更甜疯狂如果今天结束可以带我到明天介意在这一刻,我们活着




Where are you? What are you doing? My heart is deeply anxious. Why are you so busy that you’re avoiding me?. All night where are you? where are you going? why do you go there? I’m trying to figure you out, don’t try anything else. I’m getting angry, don’t say anything else. Right now I’m in front of you, but you keep lying (It ends here). I just checked once. Because I like you so much. I was very careful that no one noticed. Do you love me like I love you? Do you boast about me wherever you go like I do? As time goes by my love for you grows. As it grows my doubts increase. I just want to confirm your love, every night (︶︿︶)

The songs are flowing. But for some reason it feels like I have stopped, I know it. That there’s something I need. Maybe you’re tired too. In a suffocating prision. Break out, let me fly freely. and I can’t wait. it’s Saturday. You shake my heart,  I’m falling into you. What are you doing? Not how you wish. Even if useless worries are calling you
Just brush them off . tonight I got no worries. Everyone passes by one by one
play the music Giving your body to the music can u feel it? can u feel it? Move slowly
because I can’t wait. this is Saturday night. Don’t pay attention to the game that has started. It’s too short to enjoy. You’re all I see, please come back again. I think my heart will explode, I think I will fall for you. I think I will go crazy for your lips that are sweeter than chocolate. If today ends, you can take me to tomorrow, I don’t mind In this moment we are alive.
 

Senin, 30 April 2012

It's time to Rock!


A-Yo! It's time to Rock. No matter how much the world blocks me, I'll go. One Two 1, 2, 3, 4

Go baby! Can't you see it in ma mind? Don't say that I can't - just stop. You're just too much - I thought I am pretty good. I want to erase all these excuses. As each day passes, as it gets harder to endure
No matter how much I'm trampled on, I don't care. I'm going toward my dreams for a V.I.C.T.O.R.Y. You can't bend my hot heart - don't deny it

I won't cowardly hide. Now I will clash against you. Stand up, this is the beginning - Fly high, shout out
Even if the rough world blocks me. i can't give up - I'll go toward my dream that I always had.I will shout louder and overcome

No matter what hardships come my way, No matter what kind of big wall blocks me I'm gonna fly higher - I will run hard I wanna make you louder - just scream I will run out to the stage that is before me Fools who curse at me saying that I'm too young is out I want to show everyone - I want to clash against this world
Bump bump bump till the end - go It won't be easy from the start I'm gonna go till the endEven though I might fall down sometimes I will rest for a bit and get up again - open up my curled up heart Go - now is the time to show you - go - fly high with all your strength Don't ever be shaken

shout out toward the world If I go toward my dreams, I'm gonna be a super star (Stand up) actually, I only know one thing If I dream, everything will come true - never stop I'm not afraid, I can do it With the power of optimism, everything is gonna be all right. !!! <3.<3

When did it start, it came inside my heart Beating beating, even your little smile makes me shake I waited so long for my fated love it was you, I know it my love is you You are like cotton candy that melts inside my heart during the whole day You are like a rainbow that makes my heart shine bright Tell me with your sweet voice only to me Even your heart from the beginning, everyday Loving me, I love you, Just be my love I happen to smile a lot because of your playful voice Even my image in your little eyes is shaking !! ><
I waited so long for my fated love It was you, I know it Oh my love is you You are like cotton candy that melts inside my heart during the whole day You are like a rainbow that makes my heart shine bright Tell me with your sweet voice only to me Even your heart in the beginning everyday Loving me I love you Just be my love Did you know, the day we fall in love like this Did you believe it, the cupid arrow that was sent from heaven I love you like the miracle that came toward me Be with me forever, Everyday Loving me, I love you, Just Be my love!!<3


Kamis, 26 April 2012

别说再见










First I saw your trembling lips,What are you trying to say? Oh you’re not being clear。 I had a sad hunch like all the song lyrics。 No way, it can’t be, it won’t be, oh it must not be。 You’re leaving me already, your heart leaves
And your body leaves too。 I don’t know how to retain you, someone please tell me

Tonight please just don’t say those words。 Why do you leave me?
My heart hurts, my chest hurts, and my tears well up。 We can’t say goodbye yet, don’t open those lips anymore。 Don’t say goodbye to me
Your one cold word sank in。 AS if the world will collapse, as if it had collapsed, just tears (tears)。 If this moment now goes by, if this moment passes,
We’re done for good。 I love you, don’t leave me who loves you to death
Tonight please just don’t say those words。 Why do you leave me?
My heart hurts, my chest hurts, and my tears well up。 We can’t say goodbye yet, don’t open those lips anymore。 Don’t say goodbye to me
Don’t say it。 I don’t know what breakup is, I’m just sad and sad。 I have many stories, many memories, my heart is breaking。 We can’t say goodbye yet, don’t open those lip s anymore。 Don’t say goodbye to me, don’t’ say goodbye to me !

Senin, 23 April 2012

heartsore mistake


There's alot of things I feel sorry for, but there's alot of things I couldn't say. For you who has turned away right now, I can only give tears. Truthfully, i'm so upset, I don't even know the reason
To why I have to seperate with you I'm so upset

For real, for real, i'm crying right now. Though you see me smiling
I love you, I love you, It was all a mistake. Even though you get mad, it's okay, Even though you scold me, it's okay So please don't Leave me, don't go, you don't have to love me. I will just love you myself

Just today, just today, can't you bear only for today? I think I can't send you away like this

I love you, I love you, It was all a mistake. Even though you get mad, it's okay,
even though you scold me, it's okay So please don't Leave me, don't go, you don't have to love me
I will just love you myself

Turn it back to the beginning. Turn it back to the time that you loved me

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I didn't know. That your heart left me, that you don't like me anymore
I lived without noticing. Whatever I do, what should I do?, if your heart left me. Even though it stays besides me, it's not love without you I guess.. I'm not even worth to be with you.